Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Always backtracked forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected
Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
I just wanna live my life sedated
Cause I love driving myself away
Dysfunctionally sane, dont give a damn
I can't comprehend what I understand
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havent stayed in on a Saturday for a long time!
but because of mixed up plans, here i am, legs outstretched, indoors with dark clouds looming ahead outside..
13 going on 30 - 3.5 popcorns
the notebook - 4.5 popcorns
chicago - 4 popcorns
the red shoes - 2.5 popcorns
oliver twist - 3 popcorns
just like heaven - 3.5 popcorns
prime - 4 popcorns ! (believe it or not)
i conclude that staying out or in too much just doesn't do my system any good
i get irritable, quiet, depressed or stony.
yea, maybe i'm weird but it's good to
strike a balance!
i feel better already.!
mom's cooking on a Saturday and i'm eating in! (:
feel the lurveee
hee.
rightt. before i get overly chirpy.
/ tings girlllll..check your mail! misses <3333
steph how i know..i cldnt believe jayzz had a song abt fruit tree soursop too whattt..can't wait for ep05!!
